i wanna suck a dick,

For years i have been living with depression and anxiety. I dont want to be alive anymore. people dont want me here, i am a terrible person. I live against everything that is who i am. Everyday I think about dying. I picture different ways that i could go out. "accidents" and everything else. I was never a person that anyone wanted. My ex wife left me because i am a loser, i honestly dont think i have ever been loved and i think my father died because of me. I am bi and because of my family and friends have never been able to explore that side of me. Male Female i dont care i just want someone who wants me.

Whenever I can especially during fall, winter and spring time. I love to have candid pics for myself. I mainly go for candid pics of the ladies wearing leggings, leather pants or jeans with tall classic or short ugg boots. I practice to stay stealthy so they cant notice me behind them. Anyone that has candid pics like the ones I described?? I love on women the schoolgirl uniform jumper dress with Mary Jane shoes and the ugg outfit i described

So it all started when I would be around 11-12 when I witnessed my mom and dad making love and that changed my perspective. Later on after 12-13 years, mom getting old but still young enough to make your mood. We found each other in the room, out of nowhere she asked me if I remember any breastfeeding moment with her. I said unfortunately not and she asked if I would like to relive the moment again. I hesitated first but Said yes and she opened her blouse. During this moment the heat was building and I don't know when my hand reached her thighs. It was the moment I noticed that she is not resisting instead enjoying it, my mind stopped reacting and things went ahead in the follow. I slowly streched my hand and my fingers were tracing her pusssy and I could literally see the joy in her face. She started settling down on the floor, her petticoat had reached to her stomach and she lowered my Shorts. There wasn't a single exchange of words between us and I pushed my cock inside her. Her first expression was ... Ahh mere raja and I just replied ha mummy. Since then it was just about pleasure and she did confess how she seduced me over the years just to be here one day. Wanna here more of it.. right down to me on liomm9017@gmail.com